Friday, December 23, 2016

Comfortable with Myself

So this blog post is a tad bit personal as I have noticed some changes in myself that has been building up since my first AmeriCorps experience and I wanted to take the time to do some self reflection. Note: I will not be going into full detail and this post will be relatively short. 

I would say that for the most part I have lived in a bubble. Always played it safe, always tried to please others while I myself remained miserable. Growing up, I read a lot. I read about various places -fictional and non-fictional, and lived vicariously through what I have read because the best words to describe my life at that point would be "boring" and "predictable" and "safe". The inner me screamed for adventure, to let go and take some risks.

I never danced in front of others.  Unless, you were one of my closest family members, then you never got to see my skills I have been honing over the years - not to say that I'm good by any means because I'm not. I never sang in front of others and I readily admit that I sound something akin to nails scraping against a chalkboard but I revel in doing so anyways.

My first big risk was packing up all of my things and moving to Florida to start a new job. I'm not going to go into details about this as you can check out my City Year post for this information but I must say that this was the starting point for me actually coming to terms that there was/is so many things I didn't know and that I wasn't living my life for me.

Being around so many excepting people has encouraged me to come out of my shell more and express who I really am. Because of this, I'm now starting a dance/exercise club at my site as my students think I'm "mahay be" at dancing. I have many initiatives that I'm working on at my school and I'm excited to see all of it come to fruition. 

When you finally take off the mask, the truth is that some people are going to love the beauty that has finally been revealed while others aren't - they'll question and assume to validate who they are and where they are in life. Be thankful and take them as what they are but don't let that be your focus.

So, I've changed... for the better. I'm more outgoing and I take more risks. 

To end this, I want to encourage you to be you proudly and freely. Know yourself so you can know your worth then you will accept nothing less. 

Saturday, September 3, 2016

Site Announcement and Site Visit

Site Announcement - PCTs standing where they will be serving in Madagascar (map not actually to scale)


Peace Corps includes site visit during our 3 months of Pre-Service Training. This is so that we'll get rid of the mystery that surrounds our site and to help us decide if we can fully commit to serving in this site for 2 years.

Before we do this, we have site announcement where we first go through a process where we complete a form about our preferences (weather, needs, site size etc). My personal preferences only included the need for colder weather and electricity. Afterwards, we had an interview about the form we submitted and also talked about any additional information that needed to be clarified. My interview was less than 3 minutes as I only had two needs. I did talk about wanting to work with NGOs at my site as an additional preference.

The following week, site announcement took place. In order to find out where we would be serving, we had to look around a room at the Peace Corps Training Center and find our names on a piece of paper that included the name of our site. Once we found the paper, we then went outside to the basketball court and found our site that was numbered on a map drawn of Madagascar (see above). I would also like to mention that I was really sick during this day and running a fever but I refused to miss such an important event such as site announcements. 

I found out that I will be serving in the Merina/Highlands region of Madagascar. 

The Highlanders - photo courtesy of Viggo Labbe


Fast forward, when it came time to go to our actual site, we all traveled with the host family that we would be staying with for the course of the two weeks that we would be at our sites. We were also given tasks to complete during our stay that included getting prices for various items that we need for homes, visiting various authorities around our sites to make introductions, work on our first lesson plan for practicum, etc.

 I really enjoyed me time at site as the people that I met were very friendly. I enjoyed me time with my host sisters and their friends as we got to play games along with me teaching them some introductory phrases for greeting others in English. I also set my schedule for teaching (Peace Corps Madagascar requires us to teach a maximum of 16 hours a week).

My Teaching Schedule - minus a few things

The director of the private school that I will be working at is very friendly and accommodating, he and his wife took me along with my host family on a picnic to show me around my site. I got to see the different villages that make up my site along with this beautiful lake -

Sunset at the lake in my site
I made a couple of new friends at my site and have thought of the different secondary projects I would like to implement. I was extremely sad when I had to leave because I had become quickly attached to some of the people that I met there. But I will be returning in October and will be spending the next 2 years there so tsy maninona (no problem). 

Seriously, Peace Corps is one the best decisions I have ever made.




Sunday, July 31, 2016

Somethings are the Same Whereever You Go


Staging

Peace corps Madagascar required my cohort to participate in 2 days worth of staging where we went over sessions such as the dangers of a single story, the iceberg model for cross-cultural understanding, and Let Girls Learn to name a few. I found the sessions to be helpful especially in preparing me for Madagascar in the area of going with an open mind.

After staging, we left for JFK international airport at 2am from Philadelphia. Not fun, tena natory aho (I was really sleepy). Around 11 am, we boarded the plane for the longest flight of my life, 14 hours and 50 minutes, to Johannesburg, South Africa. We had a short layover there where we then boarded another plane where we flew for an additional 3 hours to Antananarivo, Madagascar. There we were greeted by PC staff and some current volunteers. After the welcoming, we loaded our things on a truck, hopped in vans and headed out to Mantasoa which is where our training site is located. 

On the way there, I took in the sights and sounds of Antananarivo. There were many older model cars on the road which had no stop lights or stop signs whatsoever and know road rules except for the use of the car horn and headlights to let others know you are coming. This seemed completely dangerous to me but somehow the Malagasy drivers know how to navigate the roads. I got to see many shops, epiceries, on the way where items such as street good, shoes and clothes, and electronics are sold. There were many people walking without shoes continuing on their daily business while clothes were laid out on the ground to dry. 

As we headed out of the capital, I got to see the rolling hills/mountains that contained within them rice fields which was a very beautiful sight. Soon paved road turned into diet roads where I experienced the bumpiest drive ever, there was know sleep to be had as jetlag set in.

When we finally arrived at the Peace Corps training site we were greeted by the staff where a big dinner of American food was prepared for us. I gorged myself. Afterwards, we were given our Malaria Prophylaxis to take and then headed to our rooms for sleep.

What followed afterwards now seem like a blur as we learned about how to make drinkable water and the like and the proper way to use the Ladosy (shower) and the kabone (toilet). The next day we began our language lessons. Peace Corps is touted as having the best language learning acquisition through its process of immersion. When the second day of language class came around, I was severely frustrated but found that I wasn't the only one and from there things got better.

On the fourth day, I got to meet my host family and greeted them with my limited Malagasy.  Manama kaitabo aho, nenibe sy neny ary zandry lahy roa (I have a host grandmother, mom, and two little brothers). After I arrived at their home, I immediately got my host mom to help me with my Malagasy which lasted for two hours that day followed playing with my two little brothers then an awesome dinner. The next day, I went to church with the oldest of my little brothers. My family is Catholic and it was very interesting to see the process of their church service. I didn't understand anything that was said obviously but it was interesting nonetheless.

Once we got home, we ate lunch, played for a short while, then I got my host mom to help me practice my Malagasy for another 2 hours. Then came dinner, where I ate the best collard greens ever (don't tell my parents). With every meal, we have rice. In Madagascar, rice is the main dish while almost everything else is the side dish.

Here is where I want to talk about the similarities from my early life and now in Madagascar. I grew up in an old wooden house where we fetched water from a well and used the equivalent of a chamber pot as the bathroom. My parents would warm up or bathing water using fire. We didn't have the basic creature comforts that we now have but the main point is that we were happy. Here in Madagascar, it appears that I'm back at that same point in my life. So yes, somethings are the same wherever you go.


Faly aho (I am happy).

Friday, June 24, 2016

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Winter is Coming: Peace Corps Madagascar Packing List



The title of the post may seem a bit strange as you’re probably wondering why I’m referencing GOT. I found out that I will be arriving in Madagascar during the fall/winter season and therefore will be preparing and packing accordingly, hence the title. I’ll buy anything I'm missing in Madagascar.

Luggage/Backpack
-          Tortuga Backpack (Carry on) – I really love that this backpack is so well organized and can hold a lot of stuff. I plan on using this item as my traveling backpack around Madagascar. The amount of stuff you can fit into this bag is amazing!
-          Rolling Duffel bag – I just need to transport my items to Madagascar. I will more than likely not use this again
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Electronics
-          Laptop – this is highly recommended as we have online documents that needs to be submitted online
-          Tablet
-          Kindle Paperwhite
-          Unlocked smartphone
-          iPod
-          Earbuds
-          Camera (including memory cards and case)
-          Chargers
-          Power Converters
-          External hard drive
-          Thumb drives (3)
-          Luminaid Solar Light
-          Flashlight
-          Rechargeable headlamp
-          Extra cords for electronics


Clothes
-          2 pairs of Jeans
-          3 pairs of jean-like leggings
-          3 pairs of leggings
-          6 pairs of shorts
-          2 parirs of Khakis
-          1 Ankle – length skirt
-          6 tshirts
-          4 blouses
-          -4 tanks
-          2 dresses
-          All weather jacket
-          3 sweaters
-          Hoodie
-          3 scarves
-          Socks
-           A lot of underwear (bras and panties)
-          Belt

Shoes
-          Pair of Chacos
-          Pair of nice black flats
-           Old pair of Chucks

Toiletries
-          Deodorant
-          Soap
-          Hair ties, clips, bobby pins, pack of combs
-          Manicure set
-          Pack of razors
-          Hair cutting scissors
-          Pads
-          Eyeliner and lipstick
-          Lotion
-          Pack of toothbrushes
-          Toothpaste
-          Shampoo/Conditioner

Miscellaneous
-          Duct tape
-          Journal
-          Umbrella
-          Ziploc bags /Dry bags
-          Scrabble Word Slam Cards
-          Crayons
-          Quick dry towels
-          Sewing Kit
-          Nail Polish
-          2 water bottles
-          Pens


In all things, keep God first